Actress Neetu Kapoor has spoken candidly about the emotional struggles she went through after the death of her husband, the legendary actor. Rishi Kapoorand he received harsh criticism for returning to work shortly after her death. After being away from films for almost nine years, Neetu made her acting comeback with JugJugg Jeeyo. However, her decision to resume work became the subject of online trolling, which the actress says took a toll on her.Neetu spoke about the difficult phase during her appearance on Soha Ali Khan’s YouTube show All About Her, where she was accompanied by her daughter. Riddhima Kapoor Sahni. Recalling the period after Rishi Kapoor’s death, he said, “I have started working. He died, and I made JugJugg Jeeyo. I went to work to regain my confidence. I was in such a bad situation, and it really hurt me when people said ‘ohh he passed away, and he jumped to work’. That was awesome. But they don’t know why I did it. I have to tell you what happened to me. After he passed away, I couldn’t sleep for a month or two, and I started drinking. I started drinking, and then I couldn’t sleep without drinking.’The actress admitted that she was disturbed by the way she was dealing with grief and eventually sought medical help.“I had to shave my head and go to sleep. I didn’t like it. I called my doctor and asked for help… So he put me in touch with a gynecologist who would come to my house around 11:00 pm and inject me and put me to sleep. He would sit there until I didn’t sleep. He would tell the staff to check me. This happened for 10 days. And on the 11th or 12th day, I called him and said: “I’m fine and I can go ahead.”… But I had to get out. I spoke to Karan (Karan Johar) and he asked me to come back to work,” he shared.Neetu also revealed that she was very nervous while shooting for JugJugg Jeeyo, but she believes that the experience eventually helped her regain her strength and confidence.During the interview, he also spoke about his life philosophy, saying that his mantra is “saanu ki (Why should we bother?)” and added that if anyone asks him “taunu ki (Why do you bother?)” he replies.Rishi Kapoor and Neetu Kapoor got married on January 22, 1980, and became one of the most beloved couples in Hindi cinema. They are the parents of Riddhima Kapoor Sahni and the actress Ranbir Kapoor. Over the years, the couple shared screen space in several iconic films including Amar Akbar Anthony, Khel Khel Mein, Rafoo Chakkar, Kabhi Kabhie and Besharam and became one of Bollywood’s most admired on-screen and off-screen couples.